Ho'kay, here I go!

Rules

1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about their self on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.

Here we go...

1) I am the classic example of a first born (if you've taken sociology or talked with Ben Hafner you will know what I'm saying)for I am constantly making lists of absolutely everything. I'm not kidding. Look at any piece of paper I've had in my possession for over 15 minutes.
2) I have an affinity for British people and things ( the kooks, the wombats, the feeling, mini coopers, Ewan McGregor <- is he scottish?) regardless british accents are frelling amazing!)
3) I get depressed if I don't do what I should and then try to sleep which leads to me constantly being depressed and sleeping more to make up for the fact I still haven't gotten what-ever-it-is finished.
4) I want to do everything and I have a stupid notion in the back of my head that I can do anything anyone else can and that I can do it better. It sounds like a ridiculously egotistical Nike commercial - or was it Gatorade? "Anything you can do I can do better..." - but it makes me try to be as humble and nonself confident as possible. Wow I can't believe I never realized it before this. Thank you to who ever came up with this survey thing.
5) When I was younger I made up names for all of my Breyer horses and stuffed animals ( Almost all being beanie buddies), yeah and I made a list of that too.
6) I cry whenever I think of money and my future. It is largely due to the fact that my parents drilled how important it is to be a kiss ass and do well in school into my head for so long that I would have a good shot at college. Yet when college came around no one had put away a dime and my only parent able to help pay for school wouldn't. Maybe other people cry when they think about their financial status and 'after college' but I don't think it is a good sign.
7)Whenever I pass a guy I think, "does he like me?", not so much because I think he's cute but because I want to know what he thinks. I suck at reading body language and I just wish people would tell you what they actually think once and awhile. It drives me nuts!! I'm going to be doomed as the bird/cat/dog/romance novel reading/shawl wearing/van driving fish lady. DAMN IT!
8) I yell at myself a lot. I also insult myself and cut myself down. Yet, I reason with myself that I'm only doing it because I care and it is truly constructive criticism after all. Which leads to me guilt tripping myself into forgiving myself. Maybe I should see someone...


Tag-ees: ( I will put up there icons when I can figure out how)

Teaglass [link]
Wolf-Gal [link]
Pcizer [link]
Junsui [link]
Lord Dogma [link]
Brandy [link]
TCStarwind [link]